gday from remote australia

i need to say this is a bloody good helpful site i wish i had the internet when i started training im experianced with training ect but i just got me hands on some deca 10mill and some sus 4mill cant get anymore never done before. from reading what you guys say it looks like i need more sus does anyone sugest how i can utalise what i got oh last week done 1 mil of deca waited 7 days and done 1 mill of the sus so ill do another mill of deca next week and so on ,, is that right and what are you suposed to take for side affects .. also after taking the deca 300 1 mill 2 days later i hvnt been able to sleep its been 7 days and im still up just getting 5 hours sleep its nearly 3 am now and im so aggressive im fighting people in my head is this normal for 1mil